SoulJahm vs Transhumanism

I knew very little about transhumanism back in 2010 when Kate and I left for Europe and began SoulJahm. In fact, I don't know if that term was even being banded around then, and if so, I never came across it. I've since realised that what we were doing in SoulJahm was attempting to break away from the transhumanist timeline. I could go even further and say I knew somewhere inside of myself about this agenda as far back as the late 1990s. I've talked in other posts about how I sensed that people were becoming more distant from each other, less human and more dependent on technology even then and how I felt a strong urge to resist going down that road and a longing to connect with people in person.

Although I used the internet throughout the early 2000s, I wasn't hugely into it and still lived my life predominantly in the physical world up until 2007. I had a mobile phone which I barely used. When I stumbled into the world of conspiracies and spirituality at the end of 2006, since most of the content was to be found online, I began spending more time on the computer. Yet it was still relatively little in comparison to a lot of people and certainly nowhere near the average of today. My kundalini awakening symptoms began at the start of 2007 and one of the consistent symptoms of that has been this 'pull', some kind of tension, that I now recognise is the pull of the transhumanist movement. I remember noticing this pull during that period between 2007 and 2010. My body seemed to be wanting more and more to sit meditatively or be out in nature or walking, basically being very physically present in the physical world, yet at the same time I could feel a pull towards the computer. It was like a kind of tug of war.

The conflict situation I encountered with Susie, who I've spoken of in several blog posts here, the Irish girl that Kate first met and who was also a member of the David Icke forum, and her French freemason husband, Yohan, I now see had some of it's roots in this pull towards transhumanism. I now feel she was posting on the David Icke forum, trying to somehow pull me there so I would be close to the computer, when I was attempting to meditate or do other things. It makes sense now why she reacted so strongly to me telling her Kate and I were leaving to go to Europe. We were essentially breaking away from the David Icke forum, breaking away from being online, to live more physically in the world. I had this realisation because I remember her making statements during that time like "he's on the computer all the time", when I really wasn't. Did she WANT me to be on it all the time? If I look at many other things they said about me that simply weren't true at that time, it seems they were trying to do some sort of NLP (Neuro-Linguistic Programming), some kind of affirmations to make certain things happen. Like some kind of spell.

I had told her in 2009 when she tried to get me to "tell us about yourself" that I wasn't here (the David Icke forum) to make friends. Meaning, I was still looking to make real life physical connections with people, as I had been ever since the late 90s, not to make online friends and spend all day at the computer. You have to bear in mind, this was still in the infancy of social media, it hadn't quite taken hold yet, so it wasn't as prevalent in peoples' lives as it is now. They were essentially recruitment officers for the transhumanist agenda, her husband being involved with the Freemasons. This is the direction they were trying to take society in and they wanted to round up whoever they could, especially spiritual or creative people to utilise their energies. Although we never knew all this intellectually, I sensed it and leaving to go to Europe to try to find like-minded people in physical reality and build a life for ourselves there was us trying to escape that timeline. I remember her saying at one point she was stuck on "Facebookdom", as if she was somehow trapped there.

It may not have worked out on that attempt with SoulJahm, but I got a glimpse of how free it felt not to be bound by computers and all this technology. Our laptop was stolen almost immediately on arrival in Barcelona, and although that was a drag, the silver lining was for the next 6 months we experienced life in a very free way. We only had a basic, old fashioned mobile phone and so all our entertainment came from TV (when we could understand it) and mostly the radio. We spent a lot of time outdoors or inside meditating or reasoning, as the Rastas like to say.

Fast forward to 2014 and when I had little choice but to return to Edinburgh, for the last 10 years I've felt that battle step up. It's been incredibly hard for me because I went from that SoulJahm situation, which started out very free to what it became at the end with Kate struggling and eventually dying, to almost the polar opposite situation, around people who rarely go out and spend almost all day at the computer. The pull towards that has been immense and I've had to do all kinds of things to keep it at bay. Cafes I used to go to pre-SoulJahm, which were relaxing and meditative were suddenly full of people on devices, wi-fi everywhere. So few people I encountered wanted to meet in person, almost all wanting to stay on the online domain. People pushing the technology at me, from tablets near the end of SoulJahm to encouraging me towards certain apps here in Edinburgh. I resisted a smartphone until 2018 and I can remember how that was getting subtly put in front of me again and again to try to work it's way into my subconscious. I observed the same thing with the transsexual movement, how it was pushing itself into my reality more and more aggressively until I took notice. People would leave their phone around me or ask me if I had one, things like that, like some sort of salespeople for this movement. It seemed to be unconscious but who knows, perhaps they were agents knowingly sent to me to do this?!

I've noticed time and again that when I see a synchronicity with someone online, perhaps a photo or video that has meaning to me, whenever I reach out to make contact with the person they usually ignore me. Until next time and the pattern repeats. After a while you realise it's as if the whole purpose of this is to keep you close to the technology, your phone or laptop, get you addicted to checking in the hope it will lead to a genuine human connection. Yet it never does. They need to keep doing this because once you are glued to your phone, tablet or laptop they can then move to the next phase which is to offer the convenience of having it built into your body - transhumanism. Some people argue... what is wrong with that? If technology can make our lives better, make us smarter and so on, what is wrong with augmenting with technology?

It's very simple. It doesn't feel good while spending time with humans physically, or just doing anything in the physical world, touching a real musical instrument, spending time in nature, always feels more pleasant to the human body because it is designed to interact with the physical world, not a digital, online world. I saw some posts recently on Twitter/X about virtuoso's on these guitar hero type interactive games. People were discussing why more people use their abilities this way instead of playing a real guitar. I say it's by design. They are trying to steer humans away from activities like music, painting, writing on paper because they need humans to be at their computers all the time so they can introduce more successfully this transhumanist agenda. So in every area of life they are trying to steer us online.

I remember putting up a poll on Instagram a few years back asking whether I should release an album on cassette tape. Usually I get ignored completely but in this case somebody (not a follower) responded No. If you are making music at all, they want it all digital. I only have my songs available digitally in order to reach people because that is where people predominantly reside these days. It is simply not cost effective for me to release anything on physical formats. That will come again though, make no mistake. We will get to a situation where Music will happen physically in a very grass roots way to begin with and grow from there. In the meantime, in order to reach people, unfortunately I have to deal with the digital domain.

This control system is very cunning. It is using women as bait to trap the men. It is playing on the feminist movement, which the control system itself created, to give women the impression they have more freedom to be independent, to make their own living (ie. all the influencers and OnlyFans women) but note how sexual all of it is. That part is for the men. Give women the impression they are independent by encouraging them to be influencers and OnlyFans models so they can make a living (or at least appear to). Once they are there, to compete with the other women what do they do? The oldest trick in the book... use sex. So whatever field these women are involved in, whether musicians, indie actors, models or any subject matter you can think of, they ultimately end up using sex to compete with the other women because that's what brings the money in. Men will go where they have always been hard-wired to go, towards sexy women. In that way, the transhumanist control system traps both men and women in one go. Short-term pleasure for both at the expense of real, genuine, physical connection.

When I say physical connection I don't just mean romantic relationships. There is something we deeply enjoy when we laugh together physically, eat together, play music together, hang out together. You can do most of these things now online but it's not the same. I remember a few years back quite a few young women were trying to get me to watch movies online together with them in these websites where you each see each other and the movie you choose to watch (I never did). Others talked to me about how they had Skype sleepovers with their friends, where you leave Skype on all night and each of you goes to bed and you chat, fall asleep, wake up the next morning and are there with each other... over Skype. I thought it was such a weird concept. I now see that was all part of this transhumanist agenda. They want us living our whole lives online like some virtual reality world.

First they create the isolation and loneliness... part of what the scamdemic was about... and then once people are longing for connection they offer the solution... an online world of togetherness. But it's not the same. When you do things physically together, whatever it is, it feels different. Computers are some sort of sorcery from the 4D levels ultimately. I'm not saying they can't be used for some good things but you can feel when you are on them for extended periods of time how draining they are. It seems to me they are being used to suck our energy into realms most people don't understand. Outside of human reality. Computers seem to be like some sort of portal to the 4D.

The 'pull' I talk of is as if my body can FEEL where they want to take humanity, you can feel the 'pull' particularly strongly in the head and eyes, as if there is a battle. The eyes want to look anywhere but the computer screen but as physical reality gets more dulled, broken down and apparently frightening, and more of the 'action' takes place online (Twitter/X opinion battles, endless content to watch and listen to, beautiful and sexual women everywhere online, all kinds of communities popping up that you can't find offline) the mind pulls the eyes back to the screen because it thinks that's where the action is, where life is to be found. This is where Nature becomes increasingly important. Humans may be showing less signs of life in physical reality but the rest of Nature is still very strongly alive and thriving and so putting your attention there as much as possible breaks the power of that pull to the screen.

So from this point of view, SoulJahm was the antithesis to this transhumanist agenda. That's why I was so gutted when it came to an end. I knew we had an opportunity there but nobody backed Kate and I up. Since we couldn't find people to connect with in person who wanted to live like we did in the UK, we tried continental Europe but were met with the same apathy. On returning to the UK, it has been even worse, and yet still I will never give up on it. I will never comply with this transhumanist agenda because I find the more they step up their efforts to pull us there, the more the humanity within me gets stronger. SoulJahm was just a name, a concept to hang it on. It failed but I go on. I am exactly the same, feel exactly the same about it all, just as I did when I was 19 and first noticed this darkness coming over humanity and just as I did when I was a child and much preferred playing football, playing on my bike, going on adventures, creating stuff in physical reality rather than being sat at a computer.